My single happy life

I enjoy being single, I am a very independent self sufficient typw of person, i like to ,ake my own decisions and I think you will find there is a lot of people these days who are opting for the single life...

Well, that's great to know that at least even your girlfriend had live you still you move on and enjoy your life more than when she was in your life.. As of now, I'm not single since I have a boyfriend.. We are in the relationship for almost 4 years (exactly 1 month from now we are going to celebrate our 4th year anniversary) and I'm happy being taken since I'm with the one I love.. Well, he don't give me disturbances in my work or in my life since he is one of my inspiration why I still worked and live with my life.. He is the one who gives me strength... Well, I'm just too lucky that he is my boyfriend..

I wonder how it would feel being single. A long time ago, in fact 10 years ago I was single. At that time I felt my life was easy, I am able to do whatever I want to do and I was happy. I have many friends and I enjoyed life. But now after I am married I feel empty. I have no close friends and I feel trapped. I am bored and I want the same feeling when I was single came back into my life. I know I love my husband, but I doubt if he loves me the same. He is so good to me, but he never gives anything without me asking from him. I feel as if all his doing is not sincere. Never once in his life had he made anything without me asking. But it still puzzled me because whenever I ask him to do anything he would do it willingly. But I never saw happiness in his eyes while doing it. I asked him millions of times whether he loves me or not. He said he does, but I never saw the light in his eyes. I don't really see the love in his eyes. I am so sad and I think he doesn't love me. But I have to depend on him now. So I have no choice but to continue this relationship. He is a good man, though. But he never does things without me asking him to. It is like I am marrying him so that I can get an assistant, not a partner in life. He is not my friend actually, he is more like a slave to me. I can ask him to do anything and he would do it. But never in his life he did anything that came from himself, and not from me asking him. What is this relationship means to you?