what am i supposed to do?

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My best friend is studying in Britain now, a country far away from my home. Thanks to MSN, I keep in touch with him from the day he left. Graudally our friendship has tricky change, a common one maybe in friends, some sparks between us beginging to glow. I miss him so much no less than he does. But as we used to be friends, and I even helped him to run after another girl, such kind of relationship seems to be a little bit strang, for which I encourage myself referring to " love begins between best friends" saying by Chandler in "friends". Tacitly, we begin to wait for each other, I for his back, he for my out. But "tomorrow is another day". I meet a number of people every day, among whom there is a person like me just praparing for studying abroad. So everyday, we change some feelings and tips in studies. Although there is not a clear sight between us now, yet some thing is destined to happen. If not with him, who can guarantee no someone else will show up at the right time. Sometimes I ponder there is no Mr. Knight, what bounds you together are nothing but unforgetabl experience you shared, maybe to some extent which is the very destiny. There are so many types of people can get your heart in the long time being together,only depending on who that he is. But begining a new life is never easy. Should I chose only to be his friend, and get some life tangible,but the process of forgetting is afflicting though. My roomy favor me a story: a man went to a wise man for his confusion, he told the wise" I meet a girl and fall in love with her, but what should I do with my wife?" To answer his question the wise man pointed an array of three candles in front them and asked him "which one is the lightest?" The puzzled man said"same". Then the wise man took one of the candles more near to the man than others and repaet his question"which one is the lightes?" "Of course the one in front me."He answered. "This one is the girl you met."The wise man said. You can imagine the words dawed on the man and he went back to his home and his wife again. But for a youn girl, what should I do?