What will you do this year for Christmas?

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I normally spend the Christmas holiday with my children and my family, but due to the fact that me and my ex-boyfriend used to fight alot, my mom has custody of my children right now. They are going to be going out of town for Thanksgiving, and I won't be able to spend christmas with them either. You know that song, "I'll have a blue Christmas without you". That song pretty much describes how I should be feeling this year. This might be an excellent time for me to spend Christmas Eve and Christmas morning in church. I really don't think that i'll have anything better going on. My boyfriend is in jail right now and I really don't know if he'll be home by then. Last year I kinda played the role of one of Santa's helpers. I had a bunch of brand new merchandise that I was selling online on Ebay and stuff. I would walk around my neighborhood and drive around town leaving toys for the kids to find and dropping off stuff like new purses and clothes just to brighten up people's holidays a little bit. I went to every house on my street and left candy and stocking stuffers on my neighbor's doorsteps. I got the cops called on me for that one, but whatever! I'm just hoping that my holiday this year doesn't end up being completely miserable!