Feel depressed ?

Sometimes the weather affects how we perceive things. I know : today I am depressed too and it is overcast outside lol. I think the body needs sun... . That is why we get depressed on cloudy days That's why someday I'll move to a sunny country... and flee those Canadian winters

I'm glad I'm not alone LOL I'm the only artist in my team, I'm working with engineers and accountants and stuff like that... . Some of them aren't that boring, but I'm like 20 years younger so it gets really boring to listen to old music and stuff. I usually like to talk loud about what I feel and joke around. But here in this company man, you do that your boss will kill you. When I look tired in the morning my boss doesn't like it. Instead of trying to understand why I didn't want to go to work that morning, he just won't talk to me for an entire day. My boss is the worst boss ever, he always promised me he would take me to California to work on sets, he never did, he's really mean.

Thanks for answering It is weird to actually feel sad, when you don't know what exactly makes you sad. It may be at the office, since when I get back home or in vacation usually I don't feel sad. I suppose it is a problem I have with working in team. I do not know how to give my ideas, and my boss never listens to me. I am a 3D artist so it is hard since I never pratice my art at work. My boss keeps the good stuff for himself. I'm just wondering if it will always be like that in the work industry for me. I feel alone since he is always gone too, and when I want to talk to him about my ambitions and serious stuff, he doesn't care. I feel lost. But writing all this helps me. I must be really depressed since when somebody at the job talks to me and I don't want to talk to that person, I feel really uncomfortable. Seems like I'm not suited to always be with people. Did you ever feel the same way ?