how to deal with this pain of being away from your LOVE ???

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Its been a year now that i've been staying away from my lovely girlfriend.. she's so sweet to talk to on the phone that i can hardly stop missing her even when her voice reaches my heart through my ears .... she's just a sweetheart and i can hardly stop missing her even in my dreams.. sometimes i get scary dreams of watching her being inaccessible even when she's in front of me.. Is love really so PAINFUL ?? how do i deal with this pain of being away from her?? there's a condition on me that i need to stand on my feet and earn to the extent of keeping her happy as her father does .. but i need her with me to accomplish this challenge ... i need her next to me to make myself feel that there's HER who's applauding me at my success ... WHAT DO I DO???