Do you ever get the feeling...

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that sometimes you are the worst person on the face of the earth? Am I the only one that ever feels this way, and is it weird that I sometimes do get this feeling? I hope it's not true, but sometimes I do get the feeling that I am just a bad person, meaning a bad mother, bad friend, bad wife...etc. It always happens when I realize I am in a situation that I could have handled differently. For instance, sometimes my son (who is 4) can be so unbearable at times, I just snap. I'm not talking about beating him or anything, I would never do that. But just verbally, I'll raise my voice at him for reasons I shouldn't be getting upset over, but sometimes the anger boils up inside of me and I can't hold it in any longer! Other times I feel like a bad person is when I don't stay in touch with my friends. I feel like sometimes I neglect some friends and pay attention to other friends more than I should. But sometimes it's just hard to spend time with all my friends, on top of working full time and raising a family. With the whole wife thing, I just got married in October so I know I'm still new at it, and pretty much still learning how to be a wife, if one can even do such a thing! I guess I just wanted to see if anyone else can relate on this topic, and see what others think and have to say about this. Is there a possibility this could be a form of depression? I ask because most times when I'm feeling like this it's later at night, and when I go to bed I just break down and start balling. I think a lot of times I end up just crying myself to sleep. I can't even always explain why I feel the things I do. It's very confusing to me sometimes. Anyways, I'd love to hear what others have to say about this topic. Thanks!