Love Dilemma

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Do you know what I do to someone I dearly love ? I stay away from them, or even worse i make them to hate me, at least make them believe that i hate them to make them hate me. So when you feel that i hate you, i say congratulation, that means i love you so much. Sounds horrible, you may think i far from images you think could love you. you may object but believe me, i will not do anything to ask you to return my love for you. I myself feel that it was so stupid and far too impossible to love you so i don't want to make further step and will just put the feeling down to myself. Sometimes i even have to walk away leaving you and buried my feeling deep inside, even if it hurts like hell. you may feel like being fooled by me the whole time and for that i'm really sorry, you can judge me with disgust, putting angers on me, but i really cannot do anything about this feeling and cannot make any better decision about how to face it. I dont want be far away from you, but this is a must, for our good, me being around you will only ruin your life and i don't want you to feel the same misery like this. I pray for you from a far. you really don't need to know that I love you so. My love dilemma..can anyone help?