how are you?

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it's long time i haven't visit mylot,almost a month. it spent a little long time to sign in,and when i signed in ,i nearly forget what i'm going to say,so i make a fool title. these days,i feel tired to do many things,like studying,or talking with my boyfriend in the phone(he studys in the other city).sometimes i felt iam nothing in this world.you know ,it's a very sad thing to be nothing.i can't help thinking about it,can't help feeling sorry for myself.especially when i see others who do well in many aspects. i'm not the best in class,no special hobby,few things make me excited,have great ideas but lazy to practice.i believe im a special one in the world while i consider myself as a no special one among people.im paradox...im fed up with myself sometimes. there are many to say ,many to let out...even though nobody care it. thanks for reading i feel easy now