my dear father i love you

@specific (154)
South Korea
December 11, 2008 1:33am CST
I have been in korea for 2 month.But i miss my father every day.I come from a devorced family ,for 18 years i do not know who is my biologicle father.I am used to the life that i do not like my father ,i do not want to talk to my father.Since i know who is my father ,i understhand all. A long time ago ,ever time i saw girls who can keep good relitionships with their fatheri would admire.But i do not know why i do not like my father. The time i know the reality ,i find out the reson.I soon find out that i am as well as other girl .Oh,i also need father,i love my father.I need my father to love me. Some times ,i want my father to kiss me,for i really feel the true love from my father.Hello,my friends,can you share you story with me?Do you keep good relistiodship with your father?
2 responses
@Pascha (65)
• United States
11 Dec 08
Sometimes, people have kids when they weren't really meant to be parents. They don't have the full mental capacity to be parents. My own father was like that. I don't hate my father, nor do I love him. I feel nothing towards him what so ever. Not everybody was meant to have children. It is a very sad fact of life. So why has nature not taken that ability away from them? The answer to that is simple. There are many people who WERE meant to be parents, but for whatever reason, can not have kids of their own. It is for them that we are born. My little girl knows her father, and she knows her daddy. She knows her daddy is only her daddy because her heart tells her so. She knows her father is her father because that is what nature gave her. The two are not the same man. She loves them both dearly, but she'll always be a daddy's girl.
@izangel (88)
• Philippines
11 Dec 08
Maybe the reason why you hate your father before,because of the loneliness you feel or you got confused of why have you not been with your father. You had been carried away by your emotional longing, or maybe not. But its great that you now know who your father is. And therefore you realized how it feels to be loved by your father. I have had a good relationship with my father. He is the man i love the most. I feel more secure when he's there for me loving me and my sister. He would do everything for me and so do i for him. I love him so.