what should i do .god

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i feel very terrible now and i can not say it .i am very tired now .i have to dance everyday .christmas is coming and i miss my sister.i want to give up .but my friend not allow me .maybe i am wrong but i have no interesting in dancing .it is bad for my studies now .we will have some exames in the end of this term .if i ask my sister it ,she will aganist it .she will say that you should hard work in your college.yeah ,i know that i should do it but i do not study in high school .i must learn much from others .so i must do it .dear sister ,you never call me since i came in changsha .maybe it is my fault because i nerve call you .i can not find a good topic betwen you and me .you have married in the last year but it is not a problem .mom told me that i should look after you in your life .i agree. i will do my best to love you .many people say that you are disable but i nerve think it. i only know that you are my sister and you are my love .i want to live with you .i can not take that somedody wants to hurt you .so when i left home ,i told my brother that he should love you .he can not hurt you .if he do it i will kill him .i want to protect you .now i have to study in other city and i can not look after you .you know if i feel very tired ,i want to tell you .i think i will make you feel not very good .i do not want it that you always worry about me .i love you .