I remember.. PArt 2

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This is a 2nd part to one of my most exciting and yet most heartbreaking love in my life till now.. Sorry that this is started 7 months after my 1st part.. So, do read part one to get the full understanding ^_^ Thanks Why will i say it's the most exciting and most heartbreaking love of my love, is because she's attached.. Exciting is that it all started from a game and bet with my fren which in turns became truth love.. All that happened is before i knew she had a bf, and she din clarify it with me in the first place.. Whenever i ask, her answer will be, "What if".. SO by time i know about her bf, it's too late.. I had fallen too deep inside, and she(SHn) had develop feelings for me too.. Though she had feelings for me, but i din know about it, and i even hurt her.. In the process of hurting her, i also hurt my ex gf.. Because i patched up with my ex gf just to sprite her(SHn) but she din know i patched up with my ex.. So there was once when she called, she knew i was somewhere, and yet i allow her to talk to my ex thru the phone!! It was from there, she(SHn) got scolded by my ex gf.. From that moment, i knew she(SHn) was very upset and i was heartbroken too.. Till night time when i was sending my ex home, our bus happened to pass by her(SHn) work area, and at the same time she called to ask where am i.. AT that very moment, right in front of my ex, i told her(SHn) over the phone that i'm nearby and i will send her home.. IN the end, i just alight from the bus and went to her, leaving my ex to go home alone.. And that was the very last time i heard from my ex again.. I know it was very wrong of me to do that, and i'm regretting it for causing hurt to someone i once loved.. NOthing i do can help anything and i wont be forgived for sure.. Thus i'm rally ashamed to see her again.. As for her(SHn), the most heartbreaking part was, she always have to make excuses for herself to her bf whenever i bought her gifts and send her home etc.. And so by time i decide to let go, it's a little too late.. I still let go in the end because it's for her own good.. It was then, i realised and learn what's truth love.. Upon saying letting her go, i was really hurting deep inside but i had no choice.. All these happened about 9 yrs ago, but i can still feel the hurt and love whenever i think about her occasionally.. I guess, it's gonna take a very long time for me to forget everything..