"thinking disaster"

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we all are a thinker. and when we think, we sometimes get to the point where we would struggle with a decision. ever been into this situation? i am a college student. a freshman to be exact. before the classes formally started, my family came up with these rules and regulations for me being a college student. i had my mind set to stick with the rules. and also had my mind set with the course i took. within the range of first semester, i found it too hard, struggled to pass the major subjects (with "s") and luckily, i passed! yey! from the 30+ students of the course, 16 were left regular + me being the 17th. having been able to pass, i was too scared to get a failing grade. before the 2nd semester started, i shifted to another course. now, i am taking the subjects of my new course. after this year, i was planning to transfer to another school but sadly, financial status came up. we can't accommodate the new course i'm planning to take. after talking to my whole family, they suggested and came up with a decision that i go back to my first course and finish it.. for 2 hours, i wasn't able to open my mouth and ask because i really don;t know what to look forward to in my future. all i did was to listen and let the decision be made by them. i'm to poor with decision making because i'm afraid i'll regret it in the end. now, honestly, i'm regretting what i've done. if only i was too brave then to face my fear, i would not struggle this hard today... :( anyways, thank you for sparing some time reading this. if you want, you can also share some of your "thinking disaster"... love lots, -tinkerbell-