DEATH WITH DIGNITY NOT A DEATH WISH,

I understand just desperate you may be when you have this kind of unfortunate medical condition. Yes, some of the effects of Parkinson's disease is the diability to control one's body and you probably won't be able to move probably in years coming. If you do have any family members at all that cherishes and love you, perhaps you need to get their opinion too, they may be willing to take care of you sincerely. There may still be way out of this. Do remain positive.

I cannot say I completely understand, but to a point I do. On the other hand, I believe in complete healing and peace through Jesus Christ so even though at times I think like you do, I know there is hope for a complete resoration