Loneliness and darkness are my bosom friends

May i understand that this is your Self-introduction? I feel that you long for individual space.

i don't know what to say. but in my experience, it is hard to know the person we will trust . many times that we end up with people with whom we are not happy being with and so we just try to stay away from them or form people. sometimes there are people we think that we like but will in no way like us and so we just tend to stay from them. and there is some people who will actually like us but we never get the chance. but it is hard to know which ones are the right people we really like in our hearts. sometiems it tkaes experience to know things and learn things. life is not easy. sometimes when we lost someone only then we realize how important a person to us is. sometimes we just have to learn not to acti according to what we aer feeling. some times we just have to be more patient and sometimes we just end up being emotional. sometimes we feel so nervous being near to a person that we dont' take chances. but as long as the person treats you right no matter how nervous you are to take chances i think that we shuold give that person a try to be a friend with. if that person sometimes makes some silly jokes i think that we shoudl bear with it. sometimes the joke is just light jokes that we will tend to take so seriously we just have to try with that person being with that person. and who knows that person is the peroson who will help us in life. to be our strenght in our weakness, someone to talk to, lean on. and the most important thing is it is nice to see always someone we like being with. it is life's most precious gift. i hope to bring that person again into my life. i had many time drive that person's away in my life. and i just realizes that he was really the person or friend that will bear with my weakness and enjoy my company though i am not that happy person to be with always. but i learned that if a person treats you as friend then every moment will be enjoyable for that person just being with you or me. just learn the kind of person that loves being with you around. and the person that you love being around. just don't be like others. if others like some happy people then it does not have to be the person you like to be. sometimes i like having friend that are serious in life.

shall i enter your world shall i love you shall i care for you shall i explore your loneliness with much needed togetherness shall i enkindle your darkness with ur smile shall i denote my two shelly ears to loud mouth speakers shall i..... shall i.......... shall i ................ will you agree this stranger at your doorstep knocking to invade your life then add me as your friend and send me message to reach you....' waiting for your reply