Grief and moving on

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My grandmom who raised me and my brother passed away last month. It was depressing since it was only days before Christmas. She was diabetic, hypertensive and recently, was diagnosed with gallstone and heart enlargement. In the first days of December, her gallstone attacks were so frequent and really painful but the doctors cannot operate her at once because she suffered a milk stroke last February. She was in the midst of her laboratory exams for clearance to be operated when her internal organs collapsed. We are not yet ready to lose her but seeing her in pain, i guess it was for the best. Right now, we are trying to get strength from each member of our family and from our friends. But then, there are times that I question God why she has to leave so soon and why now? Maybe, it was really her time but it is still so hard to accept. I know some of you here have already been through what I am going thru. I hope to get enlightenment from you. Thanks a lot.