when you don't know what to do..
By jingbautista
@jingbautista (2456)
Philippines
January 11, 2009 9:41pm CST
i honestly don't know what to do now. i have a lot of friends, and there are those who are close to me now. but i had found it out that with regards to their personal lives i am excluded. but in me, i always opened to them. there is no accountability now. it was and is not easy though. i don't know where to place my self. it is like that during at the funny and happy times they are there. but in those times when i needed them to be honest with me, there is no connection.. i mean, i don't know what to do. i resolved myself not to care, but i guess, it is not that easy. i am trying to shut my ears up.. try not to care anymore, but i am not like that. i just don't know what to do now..
1 response
@raynejasper (2322)
• Philippines
12 Jan 09
..they say that you could really know who cares for you and who considers you as real friend when you are in the midst of difficulties.. and I agree to this.. most people associate and make friends when they are happy.. however, they can't really be a friend to be relied on during hard times.. that's why it is not actually easy to look for real friend.. maybe, for you, try to have new sets of friends.. and help them realize the real essence of friendship that being a friend to somebody means sharing the joys and pains of that person whom you consider as friend..
@jingbautista (2456)
• Philippines
12 Jan 09
thank you for a very strong advice.. actually, my friends and i had been for a long time now. and to be starting again is something that i still could not do. i am with them and i am giving my best to them as much as i could. i still believe in sacrificing for the sake of others and later they will realize it when they lost it.. i don't want also to lost it. but i thought of giving my best and that when it ends, i could say that i did my best.. thanks..
