i dont know what to do ..... its my birthday!

Hey, don't say that.. the saddest to do in your life is lookdown on yourself. You can do a lot of things. I am living alone as of the momement and during my birthday, christmas and new year I was just by myself. You don't need people to be happy or be satisfied with your life. Yes no man is an island but doesn't mean you cannot be happy without someone to celebrate with you in your birthday. Here's a good one, if you're fond of youtube then go watch some of judge judy's clips! it's so good and informative...or you can watch movies it's ok to be alone. Or you can stroll in the park where many children are playing, you'll feel reborn and child again when you see their energies. You can clean up your pad or you can write more blogs. You can make a scrapbook from indigeous materials about your life in the past years and your goals and ambitions. Trust me you can know yourself better. If you tell yourself you're a bum, the you're a bum! Remember no one loves and knows us better than ourself.

Happy birthday! Well, don't be sad. The day's just starting and you can still have time with your loved ones after their work, right?