How much more do we need to go through???

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I am facing so many hurdles right now. I can almost feel new gray hairs coming out as I write this. Well, first of all, my husband's maternal grandfather is really sick. He has heart problems and now they also found out that he might have emphysema (I think I spelled that right). I know all about it, my husband doesn't and doesn't want to know the details. My oldest son (he's 16) wanted to know what was going on so I told him and now he's just depressed and sick. I can understand why my husband doesn't want to know since he's really close to grandpa & all it would make him too worried to function at work & all so that would make sense to me. But now I live with the worrying 24/7 since we live down the hill from grandpa but we work pretty far away so we aren't around alot of the time and I can't talk to my husband about how I feel either cause I don't want him to get upset. Then, my husband's sister is a full blown crack addict now. It's so bad that our kids asked what happened to her cause she lost so much weight! She totally denies it though. She has 3 children but at the moment we have 2 of the 3 (12 yr old boy & 1 yr old girl) and the other one is with her ex-husband. I am very stressed out & would appreciate some prayers and/or guidance. Thank you