Loss of loved ones

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There was a loss in the family very close to everyone. Most would say they were the foundation. Its been a couple of months and people still grieve. The one thing that makes me think is how I reacted compared to everyone else. I felt sad but wasn't really emotional. Just about everyday I heard why did they have to go, why did you leave me, god why did you take them from the family were we not faithful. And for me it kind of made me mad. I always felt that this is life its not about why god took them or they left me it was always about it was there time. They lived and done what they were here for let them experience the righteousness of god. They have given all the love they needed to, they will still be here in spirit. I let those grieve and didn't say anything unless asked what i Thought. But why isn't it a happy time for the people that leave. at first im sure because of the love and emotions but why for most there isnt that feeling of joy and acceptance that i have felt. Why is it for most time of sorrow, is it lack of faith or still more learning about love , or am i lost ???? Any thoughts to this understanding?