virgin?

i lost my virginity when i was 15 to a guy who didn't respect me which made me afraid of guys for a very long time. it was definatly not what i expected but now that im more grown up i realize what it really means to have a relationship and be happy and content. it means a lot more now than it ever did.

I was 18. I think I was close to my 19th birthday when I lost it.