Falling for another man that is living with you?

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Ok i have this small problem that could be big if i let it. We have another man living in our home cuase he is trying to get his life back together and get away from all the bad things he was hooked up in. he is very hot. he also has an interst in me though we both have been able to control oursleves and not do anything more then the flirtting. He is not in a relationship though i am married have 3 kids. I don't have to wish to have an affair though at the same time i can't help but wonder what it would be like to have his arms around me and holding and kissing me and not my hubby. I have even had dreams of my hubby and this other man having a 3 some witch is crazy. See i was 18 when my hubby and i got together and he is 17 years older then me. I have never been with another man other then him cuase i was a vergain when we got to gether. we have been married for 10 years this coming march. like all marrages we have had our ups and downs. and i have never strade to some one else. and as far as i know niether has he. but this go around is so tempting and i would do it in a heart beat if i was not married but that one tie has held me back. and that same tie is what has held the other man back cuase we all live in the same house and he and my hubby have been friends for a long time. now this other man is 23 years old and wild, crazy, hot hot hot, and build wow great. while i am married to a big bellied bald man who loves me deaply as i do him. my question is is it wrong that i have these feelings of wonder what it would be like? wish i could be with him once, and the wondering hmm how good dose he kis. am i wronge for wishing and wondering what it would be like with another man other then the man i married?