Are you waht you dreamed off?? or you are just too scared?

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I was watching this movie today, Revolutionary Road, and to say, its a wonderful movie. the star cast and their acting are all upto the mark. But what caught my mind was, that, am I really what I dreamed of? Its just that I can't really make out, if what I dreamed of was one thing or the other. Or may be I think its just too childish a dream. I always liked cooking for people who appreciated my cooking and to fill their hearts and mind with the food's taste. Also I always have like adventure photography, or may I say nature photography, like photographing or covering storms and cyclones. Thats very adventures in itself. But then come to think of it, I haven't been yet blessed with the opportunity of doing what I care about. Life is really tough sometimes and you gotta make decisions that affect a lot of lives, specially your own. You gotta choose between not only good and bad, but also between whats right as people say and for them, or whats right as you think and for you. Its really tough making these decisions specially when the people who put you to test are your own loved ones, your parents or your partner. I am doing engineering right now, in the field of Manufacturing and Process Automation from a very good college, but then if I really think about it, thats not what I really wanted to do with my life. I wanted to be an artist, I mean like one who makes things look and feel good, like food and stuff. I really wanted to explore the limitless possibilities of life, not that what am doing is boring, but its just that I don't feel to do it with my whole heart, and may be am doing it just because all I got to do is to earn money and make a living and start a family. When your parents tell you that you gotta do it for that, you think that they most probably be right, cause you don't know any better. You find yourself competing with a world where you don't even know what you competing for will bring you any more than just money. I really want to fulfill all my dreams and I need to do that to find my rue strength. I am ready to do anything for the people whom I love, but I do need to know myself as well. After all its just one life. I think I will go for it, once I have fulfilled all the promises that I have made to my loved ones and have made their lives a little easier. I have to find a way to find myself and stop sucumbing to the world. Are you what you wanted to be, or are you just what you were made to be because of people around you? Will you take a chance and leave everything behind, with a little help and understanding from your loved ones and follow a path to find your true self? Think... or are you just to scared to leave the empty hopelessness of your lives? THINK