im a bit sad or depress or i dont know how to say it...jealous?

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just a few hours ago, a close friend, cherr who is in the US foned me, telling me that she is engaged with her american boyfriend. she said, hoping me to come there and help them for their preparations.. i felt happy for them them, but for my self a bit sad.. i told our common friend, bem, about cherr getting married this august. and imagine what she said? oh, really, she is excited as i am but she is also busy now looking for a wedding coordinator and for reception for her wedding this year. i just cant believe it, my 2 close friends are getting married this year. maybe i felt jealous because me and my boyfriend as well are having wedding plans already but sad to say, last august he had a motor accident, which makes his right hand unable to move, so we need to postpone our wedding.