Wishes, demands, wants, dreams....

I just wish that I will one day be able to accomplish my personal definition of success and find my personal version of happiness. It appears these things mean different things to different people, and therefore what is successful or "happy" to me or what is worth it in the journey to finding these things might not be what other people see as being of the same value. I would say my number one dream is to have a successful dance performance career, and for my dance company to be a success. I want to continue learning new and more difficult movement in doing this. I am right now working to make this wish come true, and I believe that I always will be working on it in some way, shape, or form. How would this accomplishment change my life it it were to come true? I am not sure it would change my life very drastically on the surface. It would be more of an inner satisfaction that I succeeded in doing something that I loved and just knowing that something I was so passionate about brought me success in life. I do think about it constantly, but as far as it being necessary, I suppose it depends on what you mean by "necessary." It certainly isn't necessary as far as my life goes on a physical level, however, emotionally speaking, I see it necessary for me to just go for it and see how far and where it takes me and just go from there.

I sometimes wish that my fear of driving would go away. Then I feel like I can take care of daily things quicker... but I also feel that there is a reason why I have this fear.

i wish my career plans work faster. then maybe i would be able to do more. i think so since i have been struggling a long time. not really think about it, i just try to go with the flow and hope everything works out right