Difficult moments that come all at once!!!

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Sometimes or you are strong or you really fall. This week my bestfriend from Italy left us on wednesday. I had to go to work to see if my boss would finally pay me. My boss came in the morning left me things to do and said he would come back with my money after lunch. Ok... did all he asked me to do and waited the whole afternoon. I got really upset I couldn´t go say goodbye to my friend on the airport and also didn´t get paid. you can imagine that. Then out of a sudden I thought of opening my msn when my ex, that one I once talked about here on mylot. Comes askin if I would be online later. I asked why and he said there have been a long time we didn´t chat (that was really strange, he never complained about that before i was the one to always do it) and then we started a conversation. He started to give me all explanations possible to tell me why he was coming to brazil but would stay only in his other ex girlfriend´s family house. He had spent all money with medicin cause he is very sick and treatments with no results. So he was so bad that him and his family decided he should come soon but now with no money to come visit me. Oh well, I got very upset and said: this people is really important to you! and he said it was not because of the people, but fortaleza was not an option for him and there he would have space and people would have time for him. I wished him a great vacation and automatically turned off msn and went home really sad. Wheh I got home destroyed: my bestfriend had gone, no money to attend university and this news from my ex I still like, I saw on his orkut he had written that this time would be two months in Marilia (where his ex lives) but in november till january would be whole brazil (like if he was trying to tell me he would come see me in the future) and then I opened the msn and there was an offline message: ok, see you and a kiss (we used to send kisses to each of us when we had a relationship and after a discussion the one that hurted the other used to leave a little kiss on msn). Man, or you are strong or you fall. I have no money so wont be able to study this semester, the guy I like will be living for 2 months in his ex house and I could not even say good bye to my bestfriend that only god knows when I will see again cause she lives in Italy and i live in Brazil. Tell me, what do you do when you have those situations to face all at once?