Please help my mother (canada)

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My 55 yrs old mother just passed away on Fri 13(unbelievable). When she was alive she had no friends, even in death no one. When she was alive, she was lonely and friendless. I guess it's because she had an illness; paranoia! She would always think that someone is trying to hurt her. She avoided people, thinking they would hurt her, no one likes her. She lived life a hermit. I, love her so much, yet I did nothing to console or ease her pain. I, myself even avoided her. I'm a terrible daughter and one day my children will treat me the same. asking for forgiveness is too late, when she was in a coma, I cried and ask for it, but I feel as if she's not accepting it. The only thing I want right now is for her to realize I love her and that the world is not out to hurt her and that she has friends. Please if you live in Toronto, please come out to her funeral and just say "you have a friend" so that she goes happy, and my burden will be lifted. Thank you and God bless you all