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I meet this girl a year ago, Shes very beautiful and she was very special to me. We've been together for about four months because she has to leave me to work in japan. Eventough its hard for me to let her go, I don't want to be a reason for her to be un-successful. She was the eldest daughter and I understand her situation why she have to do it. We started as chaters, Textmates and sooner become lovers. I was amaized with this girl because shes beautiful, sweet and hard working. She teach me how to love and made me fill the happiness I've been searching for. At first, I never tought that I will be so inlove with this girl. It had just developed when we were together. I love her so much so I did everyting for her. For about four months being togethI take good care of her, introduced my self to her parents and be very nice to her brothers and sisters. I always buy and bring to their house her favorites like avocado and pizza which she really appriciate. Even tough I just came home from work, the way for my relaxiation was to gave her a foot massage which she find a very sweet act for me. She even told me that I was the first guy to gave her that kind of love and she always blame me why I was to late to come to her life. That moment made me think why she had to told me about that. Nothing has change with me even tough a lot of questions was hangging in my mind until one day, when i checked her email (since i know her yahoo account) I began crying with what I saw with her email. She was married to an old japanies guy here in the philippines. I went home crying that i cant even calm my self because of what i feel. She then confirmed to me about why she don't want me to know about that. Because she dont want to loose me. Its for her to have a VISA in japan so she can work their and help her family. All of her failed relationship motivated me to gave her the love and care she haven't felt. I was very sad with her story because before she got married, she was thinking that no other guy in this world had truly love her until i came. She did it not for her self and even its againts her free will. That's why even at the last moment that we will be together, I gave her my time to spend with and share stories with each other all the memories we will cherish. We were both crying but as a man, I tried to comfort her because she will be alone once she left the philippines. She even told me that she will missed all the things I did or her because no one in Japan will did it to her again. Six months after, I'm still missing her. I always think of her and pray. Im looking forward that someday we will meet again. Not as lovers but maybe as two individuals which once shared happines that will last forever.