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I was going to wait until tomorrow to post this but I can't wait. I would like to vent. I hate my job. Not because it is too much to handle. I just don't want to work here. I guess now isn't the time to be complaining about hating a job with so many losing their jobs but I don't like it here. I hate that when I am here my days are shot when I get home. I hate that I have to work 40 hours a week every week. I would like to work part time but there is no such thing as part time right now. I know that any job I look at will be worse then this one and for that reason I don't want to look. I am not sure what to do. I guess my first years of marriage I got spoiled when I didn't work. That for the last year and a half when I did start working I just wanted to go back to not working. I used to accomplish so much in my day. Now I just go home and sleep. And to add to all this I am gaining so much weight and stressed all the time.I think when I leave I will miss this. But I don't know if I am going to miss it that much that I should continue to suffer. Also this is my first job experience related to what I studied so I need it to end good, and not sure how that is going to happen if I stay.