do you like your character!!

Our character has been built up with significant influence from genes of parents and family, the living environment and people around. I did not realize my character until very late in my life, and mostly from frustrations, setbacks or lessons. I have modified my character so much for all these years. For instance, I used to be seeking for perfection at all cost, which is obviously not feasible for myself, and even less if others anticipated. Limited by background, and resources, we have to be satisfied with a reasonable balance. An understanding attitude will lead you a positive reflection, and a happy career and life. The above having been said, I believe we must seek for perfection at reasonable cost.

Yes, i hate my personality sometimes since for me I am too weak in taking charge of things and I can't make decision right. I am not a person whom you would ask for an opinion because I would not tell you the truth whatever you asked me. I am trying to be more honest and open about my feeling and my opinion but I still think that I am the same with who I used to be. But no... I have never hated myself thought I hate my own personality. I have never criticized myself that hard.

I think that everyone will make a mistake and say things that they don't mean. I also think that it is easier to apologize right after, so as to explain exactly how you feel and why you said something the way you did.