what is so important! that everyone is busy.

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What drives me insane is this, I moved to California about 6 months ago and I have met great people and develop some friends but out of all these people. I can't call them to talk about a ruff day or they dont ever call you to hang out for lunch or anything. I at times find my self to be dispreate to have a friend I havent felt like this ever. I was thinking maybe this is a lesson. I always been the "life of the party" lol. I have always had someone to call. I started dating and its the samething. I just dont see how everyone is so damn busy or they just dont want to talk to me. :( I try to find things to do I join volleyball I go to school and I'm still missing that one pal or boyfriend to just be there if that was what I had then I could forget about the rest. Oh well I could go back home but I always wanted to be here to purse some stinking dream. I'm starting to think if this was all worth it. I would hate to doubt something that I have wanted for a long time but life goes on right?