How many years have you suffered or had anxiety?
By susie34668
@susie34668 (71)
United States
March 1, 2009 11:53am CST
I am wondering whether anyone can beat the 60 years I reckon I have had it. It has been with me all my life and panic attacks to. I can remember in school, passing out, in assemly. I then sat at the end of my row, and it was so uncomfortable being different.
What are your first memories?
8 responses
@highflyingxangel (9225)
• United States
1 Mar 09
I've had anxiety all my life. I can remember being a kid and always being worried about what was going to happen if I did this, or what would happen to someone in my family if they did something. I was always worried about school, about failing, about my health. It was terrible.
I finally broke and all of my anxieties hit me all at once. I went through an extremely terrible time with anxiety and depression when I was about 13. I wasn't officially diagnosed for a few months but when I was, it was one of the worst cases they had seen in a teenager for quite some time.
I still struggle with being anxious sometimes. I still have trouble completing daily tasks that some people do and take for granted. However, I'm not anywhere near as terrible as I used to be. I just have to find ways to keep everything under control.
@highflyingxangel (9225)
• United States
1 Mar 09
I do try to keep busy. Keeping busy helps keep my mind occupied so I don't dwell on the things I'd rather not think about.
@susie34668 (71)
• United States
2 Mar 09
That is really helpful. The worst times for me are when my husband goes to a meeting, in the evenings, from 7.00 p.m. to 10.30 p.m. I have to write on my computer because watching television makes it worse.
@susie34668 (71)
• United States
1 Mar 09
Do you try to keep busy all the time, and your mind occupied. I think that is the reason I am on my computer for hours everyday. It helps me to be in control.
@Lore2009 (7378)
• United States
2 Mar 09
Hi Susie,
My anxiety record would only be about 3 years. I had a bad marriage young and that has caused it for me and now that I'm out of it, the anxiety has eased tremendously. I'm still recovering and I still have it but it's more under control now and I am not where I used to be. In a weird sense though, it has taught me a lot.. although I wish I never had it sometimes but I am proud of who I am now.
@susie34668 (71)
• United States
2 Mar 09
You have done wonders. I am honest and tell people that I have anxiety and panic disorder. I think bringing it out in the open really helps too. I am so much better but it will always be part of me. I too feel good, that I know what I have, and am proud of what I have become.
@dodo19 (47317)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
1 Mar 09
I remember starting to suffer from anxiety when I was probably in grade 9 or 10. Or something like that, which was a few years ago. It's only been a few short years, but it's still been a few short years that I've suffered from anxiety. It's certainly never pleasant for anyone.
@4ofmyown (1119)
• United States
2 Mar 09
I have probably suffered from anxiety for about 10 years. Ever since I had my first child. Most of my anxiety is about them or my health. The first time I experienced to the point when I needed medication was after Sept. 11th. I was paranoid for my kids to even go outside and play or take them anywhere in public. The second time was about 4 years ago when i had a gynecological scare that turned out okay, but really pushed me over the edge. I have been on anti-anxiety meds and anti-depressants ever since. We just learned that we are expecting so I weaned myself off of the anxiety medication...so far so good. Luckily it has been an easy transition of the medication. For me it is more of a genetic/heredity thing because all 4 of my siblings and Mother (her parents, as well) all have psychological issues. Thank God it is something that can be managed.
@susie34668 (71)
• United States
2 Mar 09
I am so glad that you have a great attitude and congratulations. You sound a wonderful mother, and seem to be coping well.
Yes, my mother had a nervous breakdown when I was 9 years old, and stayed in bed for 2 years. I had to take care of my Dad and my brother. I went school, did the shopping, cleaning, cooking, washing, etc. What else could I do.
@pweety_princess (2012)
• Australia
2 Mar 09
I felt exactly like you did in primary school and high school.
I guess it is just apart of me because my father had the same problem, so it's more than likely to be in the genes.
At school I was always in sickbay and got called to go home. I saw a psychologist and even took tablets for it, which did help, but once I stopped them I felt the worse symptons again and had to go back on them.
We just have to learn how to deal with it.
Relaxtion excercises help.
@susie34668 (71)
• United States
2 Mar 09
Knowing your problem is half way there. I read so much about it, and do breathing exercises and I do relaxation too. I still have to take my Klonopin to get to sleep at night.
My mother had a nervous breakdown, when I was 9 years old, and I had to take control of the household.
@maezee (41988)
• United States
1 Mar 09
My first memory was in high school - in ninth grade; and you described it pretty well! I got very nauseated, shaky, and ended up throwing up right before a big class presentation. At first I thought it was the flu. How horrible.
I've only had "anxiety" issues all throughout high school and now in college, so only about 4-5 years. (which, of course, is nothing to your 60). Thankfully, as we get older, I think we're put in less stressful social situations than we were in high school (hello? assemblies, presentations, & so on), so hopefully anxiety has become LESS of a problem for you. =)
@MaryLynn321 (2680)
• United States
3 Mar 09
I had an anxiety attack, which ended up in severe pain and diarrhea, about 1 week after my daughter was born, and it just got worse after that. It took over my life, and almost became a phobia.
After many tests, doctors and hospital visits, and nothing to be found, I finally and slowly took charge of my own life again, it took several years, and a friend that understood what I was going through, and who didn't care if I had the problems, she just said it was OK. My own sisters didn't understand, not even my mother understood. I found out later that my Mom could trigger these attacks.
@besthope44 (12123)
• India
6 Oct 10
Most time, its my work..with ontime deliveries and work loads. I try to divert mind on music and i feel better. We need to manage anxiety, as it is part of life in busy world.
But if we concentrate, we can manage it. I does it through my yoga, listening music and going out on vacation.