giving in..
By silencia
@silencia (3)
Philippines
March 1, 2009 9:34pm CST
i was like wondering for so many years in my life how some people find it so easy to give in,or say, let go of something they badly want. I grew up with all the strict roles that i MUST abide to so i haven't experience being tolerated by my parents, i am not a spoiled bratt in short. as a kid, i have liked a lot of toys in the department store but my parents ought to bought me with the kind of toys that i like less...the toys that they can afford to buy. As i entered my teenage years, i desired being notice in school but i was just one of those average young ladies in my batch. And finally in college, i fell inlove..for the first time i did!!!..i felt the rush..the butterflies in my tummy...being tongue-tied..i felt all those weird things..but it has been 6 years now, i still can't have the person..the person i just don't like...the person that i just don't desire but the ONLY person who gave me the reason to hope..to wish that its never really tiring to fight for what i trully want deep in my heart. Too bad that i might also be deprive in being loved in return by my first love...just like the toys that i liked but i never had..just like how i wanted to be notice but never really gotten any attention. Then again,like many of the instances in my life, i have to give in.
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@KrauseHome (36448)
• United States
2 Mar 09
Well, there are many times that people will tend to feel like this. I know I have from time to time, but it what we decide to do with it, and from there that counts. If you are in Love with someone who you might not be able to have, maybe it is time to move on and find someone else or let them know how you feel and then go from there. Sometimes when you are afraid to move on, you are only hurting yourself and that could be a big thing for sure.
@abanerji (1026)
• India
3 Mar 09
well, i feel you really feel for the person but he never noticed you. in case he is unaware of yur feelig then you can atleast let him know. if not love, respect would build a relationship between you people. you can become good freinds for life. well, in most cases people don't can't accept only freindship for love. but if the other person is not able to relate himself with you then there is no point in frustarting yourself and there is no point in thinking about that person. if you really that person then be happy with the thought that the person is happy in his life.
for you life is standing with open arms. give in to life. get yourself engaged in some kind of activity. try to make new friends. try to interact with them. do some kind of opposition thinking. when you remember the person in question, think about something else..
who knows, someone else close to you is your elligible life partner.
