*Update!* I am so fed up!

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Thanks for everyone who responded to this post. I know that ya'll wanted an update. I told my husband I was ready to move. So we might be doing that in a few months if he can get transfered. I just don't think I can be around my family anymore. This is so hard for me. Especially because I've always been a momma's girl. So the night I wrote the first post, my mom started a lot of drama. Long story. Not with us but with my husbands bosses son. Because he hangs out with my sister, and she told him he needs to stay out from her house. A whole bunch of other stuff. So I called and told her to mind her own bussiness! She got mad at me but it's whatever. Then she started texting me and my husband saying some really mean stuff. I know it was because she was drunk but I still want an apology. So yesterday we didn't talk. At all. She called I didn't answer, well only to tell her she needed to come get some of her stuff. So she comes by this morning. (While my husbands home and he does not want to talk to her.) Go figure, I have yet to recieve an apology! I told her today I'll be dead before I ever hear her say she's sorry for the things she said to us. We started argueing outside and I was like whatever so I went to walk inside and she's still being loud. I told her to shhh! She had the nerve to tell me not to tell her to shhh in my own house! I told her I'm not having my daughter raised like this! Why can't you understand that?!? Well I went in the bedroom because I didn't want to talk to her anymore, and she slammed the door. That pissed me off too! Don't slam my door! Then she called and I told her "I am not having this crap in my house around my daughter! That was stupid and then you slam the door!" all she said was well I didnt' mean to yell. I was trying to talk to you but you walked away. She's been cleaning our house because she is paying us back for paying her electric deposit and I told her consider it payed off. Then she text me just now and said "No, when I get back I will get that kitchen island I let ya'll borrow and sell it and get ya'll your money. You're not going to hold that over my head" You know what, if I wanted to hold anything over her head, I could do that by telling her I've been letting her have my child support, that my dad still pays even though I'm married! He thinks I have it so thats why he keeps paying it, but I let her have it because she struggles with money! They say no good deed goes unpunished and it's true! I help everyone in my family and they do this to me! I'm still stressed out. I've been having anxiety attacks and shaking, which I never have done. But what makes it all better is looking over at my beautiful baby girl and seeing her smile in her sleep. And knowing my husband loves me for me. And it just makes everything worthwhile.