Life stinks, it sucks, it's horrible, can it get any worse?

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The economy stinks, yeah I know it, and it's affecting me so bad that I have to vent. I'm sick and tired of it. There are NO jobs out there, the unemployment rates are increasing at an alarming rate, companies are laying off their employees. Then there are the scavengers, the companies looking for your money despite that you don't have it. They threaten you until they can't threaten you anymore. They threaten to cut off your heat and water and your electricity. You'll suffer without any of this. I can't deal with this. I'm about to bounce my a$$ onto the street because of this crisis. I'm behind in my rent payment by a month, can't afford to pay it, but can't afford to move. The cable/internet/phone provider is threatening to terminate my services, which are my lifelines to the world because of a delinquent account. I have to pay $420 immediately or risk being cut off for good. Can't work without a contact number to be reached at. I have a car lease that I'm about to fall behind on and repair payments to make on this junker so I can actually get a job(I have one, it's just on hold due to the off season). I have to pay car insurance on top of that, and in my city, it's not CHEAP! But my lease requires me to pay for all the extras which is why my insurance costs so much. I share an apartment now with only one person, who also isn't working due to this crappy economy. We shared with someone else, but she went insane, attacked me 2 months ago, and was evicted for doing so, leaving us high and dry and stuck with her garbage belongings which she refuses to have removed. I'm ready to throw it all out in the garbage, but the city(lazy idiots they are), wont take it. My computer is dying, which means there goes the work at home job I used to have, I can't do it because I had to uninstall the work software so things worked. The software wouldn't have worked anymore either. I'm supposed to be getting a computer donation, just not sure when I will get it, and then maybe I can get online and do some writing that I used to get paid for, some research writing, I'd be getting many assignments and would make some good money. A lender bailed out without warning, and now I have nothing, the loan would have solved the rent and monthly car payment, and some of the $420 owed to the service provider so I could continue to be online working. I almost got rear-ended by some jerk in a Mercedes last night, I wish he had done it, he'd be at fault and would owe me big time for the damage he would have caused to my car. I wonder if he would have paid me cash to deal with the damage. Probably not, he probably would have whined that I wrecked his precious car, when it would have been his fault for not paying attention. I watched him slam on his brakes and swerve to avoid my rear end. If I hadn't been in a wreck in 2007, I would have had a car that was fully paid for, and cheaper insurance, and wouldn't be in such a tight situation like I'm in now. But then again, if the economy wasn't as crappy as it is, I wouldn't have this trouble. I worry about my pets, they are my family and are the most important to me, they certainly can't be homeless, they wouldn't survive. But at the same time, I can't give them up since they are my family. So I'm angry, I'm pissed and I'm frustrated, wouldn't you be if you faced the same situation? Owing a ton of money that you don't have and facing homelessness with no support whatsoever? I know I'm not the only one suffering, but it sure seems like it. I'm just trying to get by until I'm working full time, and that will be in the next month or so, and that will bring me in enough money that I can start saving it. Maybe the world governments should have done something to protect those of us not in recession proof industries.