i love chocolate milkshake..

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this is going to be tricky. please forgive me if by the end of this post, you don't see anything related to chocolate milkshake -- except for the title. i love chocolate. and i love chocolate milkshake. i have a friend posted a cartoon in facebook. the cartoon has several faces and she tagged me as "i love chocolate." you see, i am IN LOVE with chocolate. it's not like i can't live without it. it's just that i find comfort in eating chocolate -- anything from dark to those with mint, name it, i won't let it pass. however, as i write this post, i am reminded of another chocolate. my crush, whom i've elevated (just two days ago) to the level of my 'beloved.' there's just one twist: i don't know if he's going to love me and treat me as his chocolate, too. i've been praying for him ever since i've known him way back september 2007 and i've given up on the possibility of meeting him when, all of a sudden, he 'finds' me in one of my most 'unprepared,' 'unguarded' moments and calls out my name. geez. he knows my name! i just don't know if he'll remember the face that goes with it.. or maybe he's forgotten it the moment that he got what he needed: a detail for his report. oh, well.. to love is a decision and i know it entails a lot of risks. i am willing to risk. in fact, i've already taken the risk by honestly admitting that i've decided to love him -- even when i don't fully know him yet. i will be praying and waiting for him until only God knows him. (oh, darn, perhaps "cheesy" could have been a more appropriate title for this..)