liking someone a lot and they tell you they would rather be friends..

heheh!really i have experienced the same as you just on last festive spring,i am a chinese girl,studying in a university .the gay i love is my classmate in my high school,we had a happy time together,he said i was a kind and considerate gilr,and he wished to be my dependence when we were adult.then i was full of desire of being able to admitted to the university in which i am studying now,so there was no enough room for his expression of love,after that we seprated owing to tha fact that we were admitted to different universities.seldom,i heard from him,but that's all.now, i am going to studying for JM degree,this year is my first year.through a sad and a little absurd love experience,i find,maybe he is my ture love,so after deep thought, i went to his city and told i loved him,it's my first expression of love.he rejected.it's too late.i am frustrated with the reality.but no way out.confronted with something,i know there is no way for going back to the before.i try my best to forget,not ablt to his love, i choose not to be his friend,that is so intolerable.getting through about three months,at present, i try to have a new love experience with a lovely boy.i think you also cando this when there is no chance for returningto the before,anyway,fighting.have a great day when seeing my reply.