Religion, Smoking and the Afterlife. BIG question here.

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I was at the doctor's office yesterday. This was a new doctor. Of course, he asked me if I smoked. I said YES. He asked me why? I said because I don't want to live to be an old person. I told him I have no intention of killing myself, but I won't try to prevent my death and if smoking can hasten it, so be it. Then, I realized that smoking IS a kind of slow suicide. That made me start thinking about religion and the concept of suicide. So, here it is: Suicide is obviously a sin in most religions. Since smoking is a known carcinogen and almost always leads to an earlier death than if we didn't smoke, wouldn't all religious people who smoke be committing a sin? Okay, I know this is a weird thing to be thinking about, especially regarding my views on death and religion, but it's the cockeyed way my mind works these days. I REALLY want to know! I'm not attempting to raise a religious ruckus here, I just want an honest answer to this question because it is perplexing me. (If anyone is wondering how I can still smoke when we don't have enough money to pay the bills, I'll tell you. First, I don't smoke that much. Second, I've switched to the cheapest cigarettes around [blech]. Third, I REFUSE to give up smoking when my husband still smokes [more than twice what I do and also hasn't switched to cheaper cigarettes] AND he buys beer. I've already given up everything else I love, so please don't crucify me for smoking. If I'm going down, I'm going down smoking! Thanks. Of course, if you feel that you are better than I am, by all means, put me down for smoking!)