hot and bothered!
By raclie
@raclie (1732)
Singapore
March 17, 2009 7:29am CST
sigh... sometimes, i wish i did not live in a foster family.
where there are alot of kids and all, and there is not enough space for each of us to have some private space.
it is very difficult to be calm and happy when the younger kids are screaming and crying, and when you are the only one who bothers to look after them.
and when i SERIOUSLY wish that i was living my former life, where there was just my 2 sisters and i, i realize, we will have nothing to talk about.
i forgot what we did for fun, and what my sisters talked about besides the foster kids.
i also remember, if we are not doing this, they will be having an awful life, and that we will not know our brothers and our lives will not be as wonderful as it is now.
ah well... the anger is gone.
the frustration is still there, slowly bubbling, only to erupt when the kids act up again.
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@ahgong (10064)
• Singapore
18 Mar 09
I can understand the part about looking after the kids. They can be a handful sometimes when they are in one of their tantrum mode.
And they can really test you patience when they do!
Some of them would be really nasty. Some would be a nuisance!
But when they are good and nice, they are just angels!
Well, look forward to the good things in life rather than to brood on it.
Like for example, the book you bought. How is it? Finish reading it yet?
