do you want to help someone?

as of the moment, yes lots of them, in fact an entire family and i am doing it so so to speak. even though i myself is having a hard time, i still make it a point to help them, financially speaking. i don't mind as of the moment if i can't invest into something. what matter to me is to first share my blessings to them. they are my relatives, and i can't just sit here and watch them being worried.

I do want to help someone as much as possible though there are times when your body doesn't move even though you really want to help someone else. Although I do think I did something bad in not helping the other person, I still believe I helped him in another way around. I helped him to learn how to solve his problems with his own strength. It's much better to see someone who can live in an independent world than see someone suffer without you.