Love failure

Oh my goodness, I am so love's b*itch. Love has loved me up just to let me down. And I must say I was not let down easily. I've been cheated on, dissed and dismissed in a public place, the elist goes on and on. And to add insult to injury I'm still in love with the main one who did me wrong. But I'm still open to the idea of love. I want to let it happen naturally but I'm getting no younger.