when you look at yourself in the mirror, what do you see?

I just looked myself in the mirror and i just noticed that i look so haggard/stressed out..it's like i have never slept for days.. well, it's true.. i've been having a hard time sleeping these past few days.. maybe, my health condition has something to do with it.. i've been suffering from a terrible illness and that's the main cause why i can't live a happy normal life.. sometimes, i just want to break down and cry.. i feel like giving up.. but i guess, i should stand up and continue with my life..

every time i look at my self in the mirror i saw a monster oh my god ^_^ you know what i mean theres a lot of changes n my face...i look haggard & stress because of to many problems.

Well at times I see a confident person in the mirror and at times when I am tired then immediately I go and take rest. One should always listen to what the mirror says.

I always look at myself in the mirror when I was still single. But since I got married I rarely at the mirror for the literal fact that we do not have a mirror in the living or bedroom. We only have one in the bathroom and in my sisters room. I do not check how do I look because I hate to admit that I have lots of questions in my eyes. I just check myself sometimes when I need to go outside with my husband and son and we need to have a grocery. I do not want to check my eyes and my facial expression in the mirror because some sad memories and thoughts will come and I will cry again. I have lots of things in mind and I have lots of plans but I have been patiently waiting until now. I do not have enough in money and financially unstable but I have a very loving husband and a healthy and cute son. I have been blessed with lots of things but my wish is to have a regular job where I can find myself enjoying my potentials. Anyway I do not want to bother myself to much with how I look in the mirror but I want to make my life better by being positive and hopeful.