Looking back in life ?

well, if i look back at tomorrow i would like to change everything that happened or every decission that i took for myself. but is it possible..? no. when such things are not possible i don't think we must think on these lines. crying over spilt milk is worthless. to respond to you, i would like to change the decission that i made regarding my profession.

I wanna go back to my college life and change the bad things i've done. I messed up so much that's y i didnt graduate on time. I still regret it and i didnt study hard back then. I really feel bad about my life now. Until now i'm still affected with what i;ve done in the past. i wasnt over it yet because coz im not yet done with it. sigh! But im trying to fix my life now and try to be somebody my parents would be proud of.

well there is only one thing that i would like to change in my past that i messed with , and i will regret for that all my life . well it is time when my birth day was going to come , and a friend of mine whom i loved wanted to wish me a happy birthday in a different manner , but i told her that she should not do that since my mom is very orthodox, but i was very rude on her at that time . this made her very sad and she went away from me .

I would have finished college.

I love the way things turned out in my life because I have a wonderful husband and a beautiful 2mnth old girl and I have a great job but I thing I would go back to when I was in high school and have more fun. That's the only time in life when you dont have to worry about bills or having a job etc. I was kind of reserved because of my upbringing but I would have liked to live more experiences.

Maybe when I'm an old man,I will look back in life.Now I won't think about it.NO LOOKING BACK!:)