dear god
By hazelsweetme
@hazelsweetme (199)
Philippines
April 17, 2009 9:39am CST
My heart is full of emptiness
And my mind of stresses
I have none in my hand
And my future seems so blink
Happiness seems so close
Yet I cannot hold
Thinking of responsibilities
Yet nothing was accomplish
So what is there for me
Though I do not know
You are the engineer of my life
You set great plans for me
My life now maybe in a chaos
But it is You who permitted
And everything is in Your knowledge
It is You who hold my life
People may say am stupid and dumb
They can take away my dignity
Till there is nothing left for me
But not my hope,....not my faith
For it is only You God
who created the morning
to remind us that everyday
can be a new beginning
I totally trust in You
Hold my life and my heart
Shower Your forgiveness
And correct my mistakes
Maybe am not in good shape
But I will wait
still glorifying You
and I know soon chaos will end
2 responses
@1corner (744)
• Canada
17 Apr 09
Hi sweetie,
I'm bewildered & troubled by the tone of your poem, because despite your final resolve to leave your faith and troubles in God's Hands, you say you feel EMPTY. Do you not have Christ in your heart/life yet, 'coz if you do, in spite of all the turmoil and trouble you may go through, you shouldn't feel empty at all. It's a paradox really, but I'm speaking from experience here, and not just coming at you with what I learned from the Bible, or from church teachings. Believe me when I say, I've been through terrific pains, literally and from life, yet my heart was full and held steady throughout, held by God's grace, mercy, even power. If you'd like to discuss this with me at length, friend me here, and we'll message each other.
@hazelsweetme (199)
• Philippines
12 Apr 10
Hi...it's been 12 months...i think......the last time i visited mylot was when i wrote that poem. Sorry to take my reply too long. But hope it's not too late. Miracles really happens. Hope to hear from you more often. I want to thank you for strenghtening statement...and hope my thanks could reach you.
@jellymonty (2352)
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17 Apr 09
What a very touching poem. Whatever trouble you're going through, just remember that God will get you out of it. All you have to do is Thank him and praise him all day long no matter what your circumstances say. God delights in people who praise him when it is bad times.. That is when he will he comes out as the Great God as he is specialised in turning situations around. Don't forget to medidate on his word to day and night.. that helps heaps... All the best xxx
