I am confused about my future now.

Ok, think for a moment. If you can have any job in the world. Don't think about how difficult it might be. Just think of something you want to do. Something you will enjoy. Something that you know will be fulfilling for you. Now, instead of jumping into it. Do a bit of research on it if you can and maybe spend some time with the people who do that job. Do this to get a feel for the job, by then you should know whether you want to do this or not. Then pour your heart into this project, as in trying to get the job. This could mean doing courses, lessons etc. You know, I just think it's better to go for the job you TRUELY want rather than settling for your second preference job or something that you get paid lots of money for. I mean, if you don't enjoy it, why bother doing it? Most of us go through school and whatnot and most of the time we hate doing the assignments and study... but at the end of the day we'd like to get to work at something we really want to do... all that suffering should be put to your goal... or else you may get bored with your job and soon be looking for another one. So freshen the outlook friend. Start afresh. Go for something your heart desires.