would you prefer to be a business woman/man or just just a plain salary worker?

In my case I'd rather have a business. I have a small business for 3 years now it's still struggling and not making profit yet because I still have to pay for the loan. I had a short period temp job that helped me close my credit cards last year. so now I only have business loan and one credit card to pay. I also sell on ebay and it helps a bit although it's not helping now due to the recession. I did not have any good experience of being employed. Having a business is hard but I know what I did and said, my success and my failure are mine, so is everything else in between. Employment is full of backstabbing and office politics. Business is all about competition, but one that honest hard work wins. If you put your mind, heart and soul to it, any business can bring you anything you need or even want, whether it is money or even fame. Where as when it comes to employment, you may have given it your all, but anyone that has more friends at the top can destroy your dreams or achievements. If you are employed, you are bound to your boss and your co workers, any of them can be the cause of your failures and yet they will make you look like it's your own doing. If you have a business, you are on your own. You have nobody to blame for your failures but yourself and nobody can claim your success but yourself. Employment, you can lose it any time because of office politics, backstabbing, bosses without dignity whatever. A business lasts until you give it up, or maybe unexpected times like world recession. I don't know if my business will survive the recession, but if I lose it, I will get it back when I get back on my feet.