bothered mind..

Philippines
April 26, 2009 7:34pm CST
i hate forcing myself to let go of a person that i want in my life, its the only thing that make sense. but at the same time its the thing that complicates me...i know that i am better off without that person, yet i feel empty whenever i try to let go... so now,i ask: is emptiness better that constant pain?
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se7enthbird
@se7enthbird (8307)
• Philippines
27 Apr 09
sometimes we do a lot o things that we can not explain. sometimes we know it is wrong but we still do it. sometimes we want to let go but still our feelings are too much that we end up coming back. but for me i rather live alone that with someone who only causes me pain. i would rather live alone than to love and be hurt in return. that is not what i deserve. glad that i am married to a very passionate wife. we have our short comings but we still hang on.
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iansheila
@iansheila (175)
• Philippines
27 Apr 09
well, u should be thankful u found ur wife... me, im not getting any younger but still searching for the right one... i know one day, God will give me the right guy for me... cos i know in my heart that i deserve someone who will love me as i am and be there for me thru sickness and in health , for richer or for poorer...