What the greatest reward, giving or receiving?

I love giving more than receiving. Giving makes me happy because I know the person I'm giving to will be happy. When receiving I usually get embarrassed for some reason.

I don't know how I can impact the world right now, because pretty much, I am down on myself. I couldn't do anything right. So, the world is impacting me in the general sense. I wish that I can do more than change the whole world.

I like both giving and recieving. I like seeing people happy when I am able to give them something that they want. I do not give to please god, as I am not religious. I give to please others and also myself, because even though giving is a selfless act, the giver is still able to get joy out of it. And I like recieving things because it makes me happy and the person who is giving me something happy.

I was brought to remembrance of something that I used to do when I was younger. I would write letters to the widows in our church. I did not expect them to write back but I would just send them a cheery note to let them know they were being thought of. This was before we had children and I would like to do some things like that again. I think it blesses the people who are trying to give to be a willing recipient. overall, though, I just love to give a word of encouragement, a smile, a hug, a prayer, a praise, etc.