Suicide

Plus the people of mylot care about each other, and most/all are not rude. Very polite users who care about your feelings, thoughts and anything going on in your life.

Thank you for the comment and I agree with you; the people here are polite and seem to care about others feelings.

Yes Brandir. Mylot is a wonderful place, really. The advises from members here could help you and give you comfort. Just continue sharing your thoughts and I'm sure you'll soon be ok. Life should be cherished. God knows you are strong cause He won't give you anything you can't handle. Trust in Him well. Keep smiling!

I didn't

I probably will email you sometime soon; maybe not today, but soon.

No one around me understands the depth of the pain I am feeling. Truth be known, they don't really want to.

It is not that they are incapable of understanding....they are afraid of adding to your pain by saying or doing the wrong thing. They are so emotionally connected to you. So start by talking here. What's the worst that can happen? No one here knows you at all and if we do...we don't know that we do. There are people of all ages and experiences. You certainly can't hurt any worse than you do right now so why not open up and give it a try? Who knows. Maybe a whole lot won't understand but just maybe one will. My life has been full of situations where I've at times thought it best to end it all...even for the sake of others. I've always hung in there and with no regrets. I am old and I can look back on each & every incident that brought me to that brink and question what in the heck was I thinking? No one could have told me I'd feel that way at the time. At the time it seemed like my whole world was crashing in and I felt that I was dying...wished I would. somehow you get thru what you think you can't. You have to understand that life is not meant to be without its hardships. We learn and grow from those times. And we also have the good times along the way to make those times bearable. I think on some level you know all this or you would not have written here. I hope that you continue writing here.

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Well krajibg... Hopefully that is not the case. That would definately be a shame! I prayed for her last night because when I read her post, I was able to identify how she was feeling. Hopefully she went to sleep and slept it off. Maybe she will feel better today.

Lets hope so...