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My mom passed away last year. I remember saying if my mom died that i would kill my self. The wierd part is that I did not react like I shuold of I mean I cried and felt sad but, their was a part of me that felt like she was on a vacation and was coming back one year later and I still feel the same. Is like it hasen't hit me yet. At night I cry for her or when I'm thinking of her. Why I don't feel like she is gone sometimes I feel guilty. She ment the world to me and I still love her I do miss her but, I still have not been through a brake down I wonder if that day will ever come? does anybody out there feel or felt the same way?