if you could do something else with your life what would it be?

Sometimes i think in same thing too. And i imagine all kind of situations, i imagine ..like you that i am not alone, that i have other life. But...in my dreams i want to have same family, but in different place, maybe with somebody who care about me, who are worried when i am sick, who ask me how i feel today, if i need something. Of course that i want keep what i have, but i want more too. I ask myself if is possible to change something...but depend if this was my destiny, or if my destiny i made myself. I like to dream castle in Spain, but when i wake up...i saw just that was sand castle.

like you... i had imagined myself married by now, with a loving husband and adorable twins. i had also imagined myself being busy with cooking and baking and painting and keeping a wonderful disorder of a happy house. every room and every corner of the house memorable because that's where we had made passionate love everyday and every night since we got married. the family room is filled by scrapbooks and photo albums. the flower garden in full bloom and the organic vegetable garden so lovingly tended. that's another life... that's something else and somewhere else. :)